Hurt

Hurt? We all have been hurt somehow by someone. But what happens when the person you love so much and would do anything for has hurt you to many times? And everybody says you dont need them but you do. My Cousin found this song called (miserable at best) By MayDay Parade and in the chorus it says (I can live without her but without her I ll be miserable at best). It is so ture. I love how music helps us through everything. No matter what I will always love her because she is my sister, But Im tired of never getting to hang out with her with out us fighting or her boyfriend being there or even a friend. Can we just be a family again? I dont know.

Been Going through alot.

Wow I have had a really tough last couple of weeks. Mom was in the hospital for three and a half week and keeping an open mind was hard. Going to work and trying to keep it together and being at home and trying not to cry. Wow it was hard. That just show how my strong my family really is, just being there for each other. It was something we needed. It showed us how to be a family again.