Music

Wow gosh everything has been so hard but I know it gets worse before it gets better. Most of you know I love music and use a lot of lyrics to get through the day. Well one song that I really love Is "Life aint always Beautiful by Gary Allen" . And one line says "No,life aint always beautifulTears will fall sometimes Life aint always beautiful But it's a beautiful ride" No one can argue with that because no matter had bad things get you can always make it through and say I made it through it stronger than when I went in. And I have had to do a lot of me searching this last month its really hard going through something and not being able to talk about it with your family. But God never gives us something we cant handle. And another great some that has helped me is the song by Rascal Flatts called Everyday. And it reminds me so much of my best friend that I know will never leave my side and it says "You could've bowed out gracefully But you didn'tYou knew enough to knowTo leave well enough alone but you would'nt". "Everyday you save my life". The whole song talks about that one person and how no matter how bad things get their there. They never back down and always know when something is wrong its amazing and a great song. We all need some one like that to make it through life it you did not have that some one Were would you be? I know were Id be. Pretty broken up beaten down I would have hit rock bottom and stayed there. So if you ever need something to make it through the day just think of a song like the one for me and my best friend Kara the song by Taylor Swift " Im only me when Im with you"

Friends

Here are some of those great people in your life that will Never let you Walk alone. I have found out in the passed couple of months witch of my friends are standing there when I fall. In this picture above we had a great time I found out that day if you fall (no really) fall on your butt you can bet your BEST FRIEND is sitting right next to you on theres to. I have grown so much over this last year. when someone tells you its time for you to grow up and get your own friends learn to stand on your two feet you do. But they made the mistake they were the ones that needed to lean on you. Well "when life started throwing you fast balls you learn how to hit them as she learned how to RUN"

What Happened

Ok what happened to this?
I dont know anymore. Life has been so crazy this year. My family forgot how to act like a family. When will it be enough. When will someone beside me STAND UP and say IM DONE!!! How much can one person really take in this life?