Just a little poem by me

How do you manage to piss off all the people you care about in one day , one hour , or even thirty minutes?

Just one word , one look , one eye roll, says it all.
No smiles not talking.
Just because you feel mad , sad, or angry you dont need to take it out on everyone else.
Just because you dont want to see the truth.

What if you are tired? Tired of people being around.
You just want to be alone.
But people are always going to be there.
No matter where you go they are always there.

So before you go to take another drink, or light up that cigarette.
STOP THINK!
Is this what im gonna do everytime I get mad, or upset.
Im still hurting!
Is this really how I want to live my life.
Drink to drink..
Just stop scream, hit something.
Because Scars heal heart take time.
A LONG TIME.


By Donna Lea

So here I am

So I have made it half way through this. It is so hard but I have an awesome group of friends to help me through this. I have been dealing with depression for a couple of months now. Its not easy. trying to keep my job and fighting this. Some times I wake up and I dont even want to go to work but I have to fight it and go. I have made a really good friend at school and I dont know what I would have done with out her this year. I probably wouldnt have made it. And I cant tell her enough how much she saved my life this year. Well I will keep you posted.


Love ya Donna lea