Gosh

What is with everything. I guess just going through another rough patch you know. I met this really great guy the other night and we were talking and we were gonna start dating. But I tould him no. No really gosh I have not been that happy in a long time. But he was not the guy for me. Right now my family is my everything and I AM STILL YOUNG. All me friends are talking about moving out and all that but I cant right now I have to much here. Well I am starting college in a couple of weeks and with both jobs its gonna be go go go non stop. AGAIN....... I got to go out with Kara all weekend that was really nice I miss that. Me and my sister got in a really big fight and have really not talked sense then. You know I refer to music alot. One of my favorite bands Mayday Parade has this song called Miserable at best. And one line says " The hardest part of living is just taking breathes to stay" Gosh that is so true because we tend to give up to early and sometimes its just so hard just going on after you feel like you have been kicked down so many times. And you can never get up. Another one is by OneRepublic its called Stop and Stare. And it says "Yeah I know that everyone gets scared but Ive become where I CANT". This is just how I feel about everything right now.