Well?

Wow what a year and we are only three months into it.
So I finally got in to my new place. I got my car working again yay.
Broke up with the guy I was gonna marry . Working to long and it sucks.
Its just been crazy already. Well my best friend is having a baby girl in May so Im really looking forward to that cant wait. I m leaving for Boston on the 16 and coming back on the 21 I need a nice break to go find out what I m doing and were I m going again like I did in the summer because things are great dont get me wrong I just have been being stupid and messing up and that not good. And not me at all I mean I mess up but not like what I have been doing. So this is now time for me to turn things around and get back on the path I need to be on. I need to see what I really want to do in my life and start doing it and stop doing thing that might change that. I need my friend now more than ever. And I have great friend that always stand beside me no matter what I do they dont judge me they help me through it. What more could I ask for so this is a new start from here on out. You have to take care of the past before you can move on and I m learning that. I guess something take longer to heal and I know that because I m still trying to heal from 2004 its hard. But I m glad my friends understand and work with me on it . So to everyone thank you so so so so so so much.